My nikah theme will be silver and 'merah belacan' (I do not know what should i say in English ;p). It's not pink, but i think the most approximate to the colour is pink. The bride's attire is using 'merah belacan' lace with silver satin as the lining. My mak andam said she will add some beads to make it more beautiful. :)
I really can't wait to see my nikah attire. The bride's attire should be able to collect on tomorrow. But no one at home today until Friday. I'm thinking to go back home on Friday or Saturday, but i'm afraid Mak Andam is not available this weekend. Been calling her this afternoon but she's not picking up. *sigh*
Maybe i should wait until next week ? Oh please please everything be good. Amin !
The groom's attire will be a baju melayu in silver. The groom will collect at the tailor on this coming 1st July ! Then i'll take the baju melayu to be send to my mak andam for the embroideries.
You know what ? I've starting doing a part time job since a month ago. Why ? Because obviously i need extra money. I saw the ads at one website searching for a part timer. I applied, got interviewed via email, and i got the job !
I'm working my ass off for the part time job since at day time i'm at the office from 9 to 6 while at night i tried to find time to finish my tasks. For four weeks I've never failed to meet the deadline of the part time job. It was quite hard to fight with fatigue after 9 hours of working at day time. But thinking of the pay that i will get for this part time job, i told my self to be stronger !
And the fourth week was the week that i've been waiting for ! I just couldn't wait to get the pay after the hardwork. But you know what, until now almost one month later, i never get the pay ! I was so sad and frustrated and demotivated to continue doing the job. I can see others who doing this job with me are demotivated too.
I guess it's not fair to us.
Obviously we need the money. I need the money. I won't sacrifice my precious time just because i want to do the job. It is because i need some extra money ! Even the pay is not high. Yeah, about the amount of the pay, sometimes i feel like he was play around with it. I thought i should get higher pay, but it is not. Naah, the important thing at this moment is, you shoud pay us !